I know i said i'll be blogging only after BT1, but i just cant control.

Thank you for calling my bro and askin him to wake me up to wish me happy birthday over phone conference, sherri, soleil, annmarie, yimin, sonam and sunanda!

After gp paper on fri, 12march, i received presents from 09s13 (: gave nelson and shawn a hug and got a kiss from nicole (:
Went to eat sushi with samantha, samuel and ben. Then went to meet zac at toa payoh for some food before taking a bus down to school. Sat at the bus stop outside school to talk until june came and he left.

So camp began at 6pm. It was quite sad to have camp on your birthday but it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. I thought nobody remembered, but during dinner, lots of balloons appeared and they sang bdae song (:

Not gonna say everything we did during camp but i enjoyed it (:

So 12 march was over quickly and
13 march, samantha's birthday. And mine was over. No more princess demands.. ): Happy birthday sam! (:
slept at 3.30am cus was playing cards with ben poo, ziming and shaun. Woke at 5.40am cus it was too cold in the gym. So only had 2 hours of sleep and i was so tired and grumpy the whole day.

Had muay thai in the hall.
They were from hilltop gym, national instructor of singapore national muay thai girls.
They taught us to jab, straight, kicks, knees and elbows.
Due to some takewondo background and some violent genes and unresolved accummulated stress and frustration, i did pretty well and the instructor thought i had martial arts background. Only had until brown belt anyway. And sis taught me some muay thai before.

So when it came to this individual section where all of us sit in a circle, and one person stood in the middle to "spar" with the instructor, i felt like i was breaking free from hell, letting loose all the stress haha! I was quite satisfied with my kicks (((: he asked if i fight outside! Of course not! I cant bear to hit people.. HAHA.

I left at 5.40pm, went home and showered and when i came downstairs, zac was standing there with a bouquet of flowers! And the car was behind him. GOSH, like getting married or something! HAHA but the car was a cab, not some posh car... But its okay, next time it will be a car (:
We went to this restaurant at ecp for dinner.
So expensive can!
The foie gras (goose liver) is the size of a wan tan and it freakin costs $20! The mango prawn roll was nice (:
The bill was over 70bucks for just two people luh..

Then we went to cabana for a jug of long island tea. He drank more, obviously, so i wont get drunk hee! I took bout 4 glasses seh alr and he drank the rest.
Sat at the beach to watch stars, talk and feel the breeze, count aeroplanes and see fire in the distance. Time passed quickly and i got home at 11plus. Was unconscious till 2pm cus i was super tired from the only 2 hours of sleep in camp!

I enjoyed my two days, and most importantly, i wanna thank everyone who wished me happy birthday cus you remembered.

Family
Daddy, mummy, sis, bro, cousins, aunts and uncles.

09s13
Joan, amanda, nicole, victoria, jennifer, june, trina, steph, sharon, joanne, hansen, nelson, junxian, weiyang, shawn and the rest cus i think we didnt have the chance to meet? HAHA.

SAJC
Huiqing, yunting, kane, ryan chen, jian pheng, elaina, amol, matthew sia, amanda tan, sandra, kai ye, shaun ng, ziming, sam chia, dom, sam sim, ben lim, ben poo, tim chua, samantha, michelle, lilian, and all others including saf people (:

Cedarians
Soleil, annmarie, sherri, mayxuen, sonam, sunanda, yimin, azrina, parveen, yan rui, wen rui, atiqah, estee, sharmaine, ying si, lia, min gee, irdayu, elyssa, hao yee (:

Pri school
Qiyuan, chenbin, nick, bendexter, mooris, daphne lim, daphne tan, jesslyn, cheeyang, feli benjamin g junyan, fabian, weijie, gavin, augustine, ms tan (:

And my other friends
Jia le, shi hui, dom chua, david tay, edmund, marcus ho, davis, ryan seow, bk, huihua, matthew cheng, aloysius, alvin kang, winson, andrew, joon jek, chuan ho, juanne, randall, wlson chee mai, nicholas kwek, glandon fu, james kang, zhaozhi, huzaini abang.

And most importantly, Zac. Thank you!

Few days ago, we were trying on ear sticks that look like this:


These ear sticks are thicker than the usual ones.
I thought they look like sperms so i said "ANYONE WANTS SPERMS?"
And it began...

Joanne: "I CANT FIND MY HOLE!"
Me: "MINE CAN SLIDE IN EASILY CUS I USED TO PUT TWO IN TOGETHER, SO I THINK MY HOLE EXPANDED."
Jennifer: "MY HOLE IS TOO TIGHT!"
Joanne: "TRY PUTTING IT IN FROM THE BACK."

Joanne then proceeds to help jennifer force it in.
Jennifer: "AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!"

Haha this is retarded. The whole thing sounded wrong.

Anyway, first paper on friday! Dang.. On my special day. The day i've been waitin for hehe! Gotta go mug already means no blogging for as long as i have exams/BT. Bye people!

It was service learning day yesterday, means no school. And its really stupid cus every school can predict that A levels results will be coming out on that day and why the heck is service learning on this day when j2s are suppose to witness the collection of results of the graduates and CTs to be there with them, but all are either home or out doing cip? So we dont know our results yet. SIANNESS.

Our class went to the Bishan Home for the Intellectually disabled to do gardening and interact with them. I woke up with a splitting headache and didnt really do any gardening cus the sun was blazing hot. So i sat and talk to ms chia in the shade and i think now she knows everything bout my family already.

She actually said: "I dunno whether i should say this or not, but... Do you have a boyfriend?"

HAHA expected. So i said yes lor but not to worry cus if anything is affecting my studies, it is everything but him.

I was quite scared when i first saw the mentally challenged people.. Maybe its just a different atmosphere that i've not gotten used to. But after awhile of muscial chairs, games and songs, i felt much better around them, though my headache was still ARGH. Took panadol from joan. Thanks! (:

Then this guy came to sit beside me. He looked like he's in his 40s.But when i asked him, he said he's 25 this year and 25 next year, and the next next.. Hmm felt quite sad to hear these but i tried to teach him how people grow older from 25 to 26 then so on.. He asked if we will come back to play with him.. And my heart sank. Cus i know i wont come back again. I tried to tell him maybe more people will come next friday to see him play. The convo went on and i felt so happy for who i am and what i have.

I think we all should stop complaining bout the little frustrations we have in life. Because you are never the worse in the world. There're bound to be people worse off. If you have super high degree in your eyes or partially blind, there are people who are blind.
If you have hearing problems, there are people who are deaf. If you think you are stupid, there are people who cant afford to go to school and maximise their potential.
If you think you are poor, there are people who do not even have money for their 3 basic meals a day.
If you think you're fat, there're people who are so obese that they have no money to go for treatment and face lots of criticism.
If you think you are full of health problems, there are people who have worse incurable or untreatable illnesses like cancer.
If you think your house is not big enough, there are people who have no place to live.
If you think you have nasty parents, there are people who do not have parents.

So lets be optimistic and be satisfied with what we have. Do not be greedy, for your demands would be too much, expectations too high, that its impossible to be met.

Alright, so the thing ended at 5plus and we left. June, steph and i rushed to mrt together.

Zac was waiting there for me.
June took the same train as us to somerset while we took to dhoby.
It was suppose to be just zac and i,
going to vivo to watch "Being human" at 7.15pm
then having dinner and walking around.
But plans changed so much.
It was shihui's bdae so they said meet at cathay for a 7.10pm movie.
But they only turned up at 7.40pm.
Two of us became so many of us -
zac, me, shihui, peiwen, mengteck, kenny, tianhwa, shawn, jeremy, vance, keith, randall.
Wilson bluffed shihui that he was still in camp and unable to book out to come celebrate his girlfriend's bdae so we all kept the secret that he was actually gonna make a surprise appearance, from shihui.
We took damn long to decide where to go.
In the end, walked to secret garden, where pei wen booked for the dinner.
But a plate of laksa there costs 30bucks so we changed place.
Went to iluma instead and ate at manhatten's fish market.
I dont like fish!
HAHA!
But its okay i still ate (:
Had super bad headache again and didnt have strength to eat.
Took a migraine panadol from vance but still no use.
So zac fed me abit and i tried to eat abit too.
We were there till 10.40pm!
AND GUESS WHAT~!!
There was this huge sunflower ornament, taller than a human, standing at a corner of the restaurant.
I loved it so muchie!

And i told zac i wanted it. Pluck it for me.
And he said: "Wahhh! Do you know how much i've to pay for plucking that??"
Obviously alot cus its destruction of their propoerty man.
But i still insisted and started whining hahaha!!!
AND THEN YOU KNOW WHAT HE DID??
HE ASKED THE MANAGER HOW MUCH THAT FLOWER COSTS.
The manager kenna stun, said: Erm.. It's actually not for sale...
Zac: Oh but my girlfriend wants it.
Manager: Erm.. *forceful smile*
Zac: Do you have any idea where i can get that?
Manager: Hmm maybe you can try the big stores ar... --> I didnt hear already.

Cus everyone were laughing and i was laughing and covering my face feeling so embarrassed but so touched.. He actually did something so embarrassing for me! HEE!
The part when zac asked where to get it and the manager replied, was really funny!
Gosh!

Then we sort of walked around iluma when the shops are closed already.
I said i wanted to go back already and asked if vance wanna share cab back since he lives at sengkang and its on the way for the driver after my place.
He said okay and i had to accidentally blurt out that we are leaving before wilson comes..
Infront of shihui.
OMG.
All the efforts of everyone trying to keep it from her and i went to say it!
I felt so bad i kept apologising to peiwen! ))):

Then gathered outside iluma where the people who had to smoke, smoked.
Then i left with vance.
Caught a cab at 11.10pm outside iluma (:

Its a happy happy day (:
Zac's the best!


Thats jeremy blocking me!

HERE"S A LITTLE JOKE TO CHEER EVERYONE UP!

A SPANISH Teacher was explaining to her class that in Spanish, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine.

'House' for instance, is feminine: 'la casa.'
'Pencil' however, is masculine: 'el lapiz.'
A student asked, 'What gender is 'computer'?'
Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two groups, male and female, and asked them to decide for themselves whether computer' should be a masculine or a feminine noun.

Each group was asked to give four reasons for its recommendation.

The men's group decided that 'computer' should definitely be of the feminine gender ('la computadora'),because:

1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic;
2. The native language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else;
3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory for possible later retrieval; and
4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself spending half your pay check on accessories for it.

THESE GETS GET BETTER ...

The women's group, however, concluded that computers should be Masculine ('el computador'), because:

1. In order to do anything with them, you have to turn them on;
2. They have a lot of data but still can't think for themselves;
3. They are supposed to help you solve problems, but half the time they ARE the problem; and
4. As soon as you commit to one, you realize that if you had waited a little longer, you could have gotten a better model.

Got this from my uncle! Hope it made you laugh!

Cross country yesterday! Last minute had marshall duty and had to report at 7am at eastcoast but i only boarded the bus at 7am and so reached at 7.45am! OOOOOHHHH uhm not my fault!

1. The heater didnt come on as quickly and i took longer to bathe while waiting for the water to heat up early in the morning!
2. I left my ipod at home and you know i cant survive without music so i had to go home again to get it!
3. I was deciding which school shirt to wear cus june gonna be in pe tee anyway.
4. It was my guard's last day at work and i had to say more then goodbye.
5. There was a jam at PIE there.
6. I didnt know the bus driver would drive so slowly that morning.
7. People were blocking my way when i was trying to shove past them to run to eastcoast.

See.. It isnt my fault.. ):
*BIG GRIN*

Played cards while waiting for the race to begin and mr ho saw and took my cards away dammit. I got it back at the end though.
Yu kai got second out of so many freakin people (:
After that, joanne, june, jennifer, ivan, joan, aaron, sharon, jasper and i went to subway for lunch then all left except joanne, june, jennifer, ivan and me. We cycled to carls jr to eat and play cards for quite long then back to the shop.

Suppose to spend 5pm to 8pm with zac but due to unforseen circumstances, he had to end late and so we all went back and i ended up waiting for dad till 9plus at night for dinner. Was so hungry i almost dried up like a prune.




Zac asked why im always angry..
Come to think of it, it's true.
Im either flaring up at home or being unreasonable with him.
Im sorry i will control, though sometimes it is a must-get-angry situation.

My birthday wish is to hurry get this year over and done with.

I need more time to do tutorials especially bio!
And we should have an ALL GIRLS class outing some day. Its always mixed, no fun!

Cant stand my ct these days. I know im selfish saying this and what she's doing is for my own good and i should understand and not complain cus she's concern and cus she's my teacher and older and i should respect her and not call her names and..
BUT I STILL WANNA SAY THAT
she keeps prying into people's business! What the hell is wrong with using my phone when announcements are on? Why the hell doesnt she get her facts right before calling and complaining to my parents? Why the hell does she pms every single day?? Scolding people and getting angry so easily. I hate it when she scolds me cus to me, NOBODY IS ALLOWED TO SCOLD ME EXCEPT MY PARENTS AND SIS. Yes you do need a permit to scold me. So please refrain from doing so buggers. Get a life.

Happened to come across ads for brands and i thought some were nice (:
This ad for gucci is so vintage-y haha!


They've also got innovative ones like these!





But firms are going ovrboard and everything has to have some sexual meaning like:

This is super corny and unnecessary dont you think so?

Doesn't matter what your friends are telling you
Doesn't matter what my family's saying too
It just matters that I'm in love with you
It only matters that you love me too

It doesn't matter if they won't accept you
I'm accepting of you and the things you do
Just as long as it's you
Nobody but you, baby, baby

My love for you, unconditional love too
Gotta get up, get up
Get up, get up, get up and show you that it­

Doesn't really matter what the eye is seeing
Cause I'm in love with the inner being
And it doesn't really matter what they believe
What matters to me is you're in love with me

Doesn't matter if you're feeling insecure
Doesn't matter if you're feeling so unsure
Cause I'll take away the doubt within your heart
And show that my love will never hurt or harm

Doesn't matter what the pain we go through
Doesn't matter if the money's gone too
Just as long as I'm with you
Nobody but you, baby, baby

Nooooooo my good old friend of 7 years is gonna go out to sea for a year!!!
Apparently he studied some navigation thingie in poly and is gonna be a seaman out there. Means i'll be so lonely when i go back to teach cus kwunhok is back in hongkong, rose and chris are going to study, and now jason swee is going out to sea!

*SAD SAD FACE*

Anyway, school has been tiring and i find it hard to keep up with work and yes, vectors is so annoying. Whats the point of learning all these? Just for one piece of paper from the government. No. Just for one letter on the paper. (That is, the grade on your cert). Everynight i look forward to going back to my bed and every mnorning when i wake up, i look forward again to going back to bed at night.
For this, and the weather being so freakin hot these years, i wanna say:

Whoever invented the bed, i love you.
Whoever invented the air conditioner, i love you too.

Been feeling so lethargic and faint recently, especially when i stand up or start moving from stationary position. So now we know my dad has low blood count and mom and sis has low blood pressure and im iron-deficient. Wtf, this is so in the genes man. I feel like vomiting so often and feel tired easily. Doc says its some brain imbalance thing and blood circulation problem causing the nausea. Been having chest pains and back pains due to my tailbone and previous fall injury, and head aches when i lie down at times. Wth la.
Ask me how i managed to have track n feld training for 3 years, sail for 6 years, skate, and monkey around all the time, I HAVE NO IDEA EITHER.

When i see people eating so unhealthily and not exercising, or being so lazy, i feel so angry cus i wonder why people do not take good care of their healthy and strong body when they have one ):
Every scoop of ice cream, every sip of soft drinks, every bite of fatty foods, are sins! Why are we torturing our poor bodies like that! HAHAH I'VE BECOME MAD. Dont look at me that way, i still eat such stuffs at times.

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I read this article in the sunday times, talkin about young children going for make ups and manicures for kids parties. So stupid la whats with parents these days. So vain. If young girls are vain at age 15,16,17 blah blah its still reasonable but if parents are sending children as young as 6 and 7 to such stuffs, looks are gonna be the world to them in no time. Bleah. :D

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Anyway, this week's really interesting! Skipped econs lecture again today! Cus as usual, its at 5.30pm! I think half the lecture ppl didnt go anyway.
Cross country's on wed at ecp!
Ran last year and came in 114th position out of both levels but aint gonna run this year cus im feelin lazy!!! And i havent walked for cross countries before! I wanna try!
There's service learning on friday. We're going to this home for the intellectually disabled to do gardening. Sounds fun but sounds dirty and hot too. No school on wed and fri! So looking forward! Time to do work see you people!

Okay here's sharing two videos with you.
My sis was at India for 3 months of internship two/three years back and she came back telling me how bad the traffic at India was. I've actually blogged bout this before but i wanna blog bout it again because its really funny, especially the video below this.
I didnt believe the sucky traffic until my sis showed me this video:



Wtf right? Why doesnt any of them crash?? We should be ashamed of ourselves! All the rules, regulations, laws.. Aint workin.

Anyway, here's a video of this contestent taking part in the bulgarian idol. Yep bulgaria.
ITS HILARIOUS YOU MUST WATCH IT!!!
But you must know the song before you start laughing (: She's trying to sing "without you" by mariah carey but she cant pronounce those english words properly cus she's so not english. For goodness sake! She even pronounces CANT LIVE as KEN LEE muahahahah!!! Here goes..



THIS is what she's singing:
No, I can’t forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that’s just the way this story goes,
You always smile....
But in you eyes your sorrow shows
Yes it shows
I cant live
If living is without you
I can’t live
I can’t give anymore
Can’t live
If living is without you
can’t give,
I can’t give anymore

I'm back! Been vandalising tables in school and my nails. Writing "Do Not Vandalise" on the tables is so ironic and i love it! Nicole lent me this super pen that has ink as powerful as tar. Drew a flower on my nail and its super not gonna fade anytime soon i think. I brought cards to school today and we had a ball of our time playing black jack, big two, bridge and poker! Pro huh! Didnt get caught! Anyway, skipped econs lect today. Cus its at 5.30pm and my brain would be dead by then. Went to macs outside school for a cheeseburger with ben, sam, aqilah, and talked till 7pm then home.

Thats all bout today but i have some things i wish to share.

WHY CAN'T PEOPLE FREAKIN PARK THEIR CARS PROPERLY???
JUST LOOK AT THIS.
YES.
IT'S PARKED. NOT ATTEMPTING TO COME OUT OF ITS LOT. ITS STATIONARY. ?!@#@!!?!



It's at the carpark below my block. And this is not the only one. When we walked on, we saw this car parked too in that its right in my dad's 1000 over dollars mountain bike! Couldnt move the car so we moved the bike. Decided not to complain too. But surprisingly, the next day, we saw a note on that same car saying:
"Learn to park properly".
HAHAHHA hilarious! Other people must have complained before us!

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Oh well, lets move on to the topic, names.
Was telling my bro i like names like marcus, matthias, derek, josh etc. And i asked him what he liked. His answer made my mouth drop open in horror, when he said" I'm going to name my son Armageddon, and daughter, Naomi."
Yes, as you are now, i was shocked at the armageddon part. HUH!?? Whatever for??

Acording to wikipedia:
Armageddon is a 1998 disaster/science fiction-action film about a group of blue-collar deep-core drillers who are sent by NASA to stop an Asteroid on a collision course with Earth. It was directed by Michael Bay, produced by Jerry Bruckheimer, and released on Disney's Touchstone Pictures label.

According to dictionary.com:
The place where the final battle will be fought between the forces of good and evil (probably so called in reference to thebattlefield of Megiddo. Rev. 16:16).

Why the hell would you wanna name your son that??? He said ooh, it sounds big, strong and powerful. :O

And held me that apparently, his teacher had a student whose name was oxygen ng. ?!@#@#!??!!! Why the name of a gas? And let me guess.. His chinese name was Huang Kong Qi - 黄空气? HAHAHHA funny funny!

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Something i heard recently:
"All guys have pecs what. It's just whether there's a layer of fats covering it."
Wow then i must have pecs too! Just that there're lots of fats covering it. Actually in singapore, we should define WOW-GOT-PECS as those visible ones haahha!

Alright thats all for today!

Bio class was fun hehe! Making gel and doing the electrophoresis. Seeing the colour run really amazes me! Can go see the video on facebook (:




Here's a little update:
Picture taken when we met for aston's that night.



Yesterday was grampa's 84th birthday! Means gramma is 74 and great gramma is 94! Went to dragon gate restaurant at harbourfront in the evening after school. The beijing duck was gooooooooood.. My favourite dish in every chinese restaurant. Here's a picture of my family with grandpapa and grandmama.



Here's one with cousin leonard and cousin-in-law nick.



Here's one with cousin ting.



Here's one with mummy but i distorted it and i like it (:



Here's one with bro and cousin.



And here's my little cousin eating a huge chicken. Super disproportionate can! Its as big as his head.



Alright thats all for now! I enjoyed the dinner!

My Birthday Wishes

• A trip to the Maldives
• Vacation at Hawaii
• To see a million stars
• To swim with the sharks
• To lose some muscles
• To have whiter nails
• To stay below 50kg
• A more loving brother
• A happy family
• Earpiece for my ipod
• More white clothes
• New bag
• Ownership of my father’s Subaru legacy GT (since I cant get the beautiful number plate EU7733C cus it’d be passed down to the son)
• Improved cooking skills
• Better stamina
• Sangobion haematinic formulation
• Bigger brain
• More time
• New spectacles
• New water bottle
• Less problematic back, knee and stomach
• Nivea extra whitening moisturiser (mine’s finished! ): )

And so many more! Thats why i have so many birthdays (:
HAHA okay this is retarded.

Okay DoM says its ang bao and not ang pau cus pau is the bun.
So yes, i change all my ang paus to ang baos :D

School's tiring cus tests are coming up! On my birthday!!! And yes this is the first time im gonna say this, FML. Soooooooo many things im worrying about gosh. Gimme a break darling heaven/god/earth/fate.

Weet!
Chinese new year really sucks this year. Fights and arguements, and my blocked nose..
Anyway, been seeing alot of mom and child reconcile thing on television and in the newspapers.
Its always the child being given away, then the mom wanting to reconcile with the child after decades. Come to think of it, i dont know, but if it were me, i'd really not want to acknowledge my biological mother after 17,18,19,20 years of my freakin life. I mean, i spent my growing years with this woman who loved me all the same, and she is the only mother to me what.
So what if the biological mother gave birth to you, she didnt do any of her mother duties at all. And if she's gonna stay with u now, its gonna be so awkward aint it? Its just like trying to get use to calling some reently known stranger "mom". Its so cruel to force people to accept that fact, to throw this woman at u and demand u acknowledge her.

Haha really feelin so strong bout this i dont know why either. Maybe you'd want to reconcile if you knew ur biological mother at birth, and knew that you had to separate for some sad reason. Hah alright enough of this.

Talkin bout parenting, i use to blame every parent for the spoilt child. However, it's dawn upon me that sometimes, the child just doesnt listen. Take my bro for example. All the years of teaching, caning, beatings, talking to, and punishments, still so disrespectful and uncompassionate. Im really shocked he's my twin. Its an unbelievable yet undeniable fact. Im not gonna bad mouth him here, cus i still love him. Jus disappointed at the way he is now. Hope he'll learn someday! Yeah i know im speakin like im his mom. He speaks to me like that too okay. Idiot.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
AND
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!!!

Visiting has always been a chore cus my family is freakin big caaaaan.. Its gonna take the 2 public hols and subsequent few weekends after that again.

Anyway, went to the temple with family after reunion dinner and it was OMG. There was stampede!!! Ashes burning my arms, smoke stinging my eyes, drums blasting in my ears.. I begin to wonder why people have religions and if its actually just all in the mind. From that night on, the more i do not see myself believing in any god. Gosh, i super do not feel religious at all. If yes, only to a certain extent.

This new year isnt as great as the previous years'. Cus firstly, recession has indeed cause a significant decrease in my ang pau money. Secondly, global warming has unfortunately, caused an increase in the earth's temperature and days are literally filled with sweat and running around doing visits is really a chore. And lastly, people falling sick.. the mood is gone. A close relative just passed away due to liver cancer and the mood has really gone. It's really sad to see them grieve this new year.. I dont feel at all happy.

Im eating less goodies compared to last year, drinking water and fruit juices instead of all the soft drinks. Imagine all that sugar in one packet. Ahh! I feel so horrible and feel like i've sinned each time i take a sip of those horrid beverages.
And this year i'll drink less beer and more wine muahhaha! Will share with dad beer this year, cus its got so much gas, gonna gimme beer belly and make me burp like crazy.

Omg its just the second day of new year and im exhausted already. SHIT! Havent done my gp! Sian.. -.-

Oh yes, forgot to say that i left my sunflower at zac's place!!! Now he has to look after it for me.. ): Happy Valentine's! Off to bed soon, goodnight civilisation!

Im back!!!
Havent been blogging for awhile, busy in school with work, tests, tryin to understand lectures, j1 sign ups etc. I SO NEED TO CATCH UP ON MY SLEEP. AND, i cant remember the last time i actually walked slowly. Life is super hectic now. I wake up every morning running to school cus i oversleep ever so often now. And rushing home late in the evenings. WAH SIAN!

Anyway, there's this little incident that happened on monday.
The gym closes at 6pm so those guys gotta sign out and get back their ezlink cards by then. But there were still ezlink cards left behind at 6pm on mon and we cant leave it there incase it gets stolen so i brought it back and texted the guys saying they left their ezlnks in the gym and to contact me at this number to get it back from me the next day. Btw we have their numbers cus they have to sign in with them too. So i went back and when i reached home feelin so tired, one of the guys called me and this was the conversation:

"hey are you rena? you brought back our ezlink cards ar? do you stay near school? can u return them to us so we can go home?"
"huh.. yeah.. i stay near school.. okay okay i go down to the mrt and return them to you.." [super sian tone]
"okay thank you thank you! call us when u reach the mrt k! see you!"

So i went down and waited at the mrt. called and called and called them but no answer. So i dragged my feet towards school hoping to run into them on the way there. When i was reaching school, they called and this was the conversation:

"Hey we're at the mrt already. sorry sorry we walked very slowly cus we're very tired.."
*thinks*WTF*thinks*make me wait so long and never pick up my call and walked so slow cus ur tired??? i not tired ar??

So i plodded back to the mrt while they waited for me. And guess what! When i reached with a super grumpy face, the three guys stood in a row and apologised. So they're actually j1 ruggers. Then one of them held up a plastic bag and they said:

"so sorry to make you walk here and there to return us our cards! next time we'll remember to get it by 6pm. so sorry so sorry! here's a chocolate waffle for you! You're so nice! thank you thank you so much!"

I tried to reject them but i failed and had to take the waffle hahaha! I melted when they did that lor! SO CUTE! The three stood there like i was punishing them or something muahahha! So gave them the cards, took the waffle, thanked them and left :D

AND OH GOSH bro just told me bout this story he read in a book. There was this guy who robbed people then kill them and throw the body parts in concentrated sulfuric acid in his home to get rid of evidence.. EWW. SICK. TRUE STORY. But his stupidity led to his arrest. He poured the melted body parts in the drain outside his house -.-
what the.. So police traced the sludge and caught him. Inhumane. He should be dissolved in some acid as punishment, to get a taste of his own medicine, or rather, acid.

Anyway, today was tiring again. I found out my buddy from the j1 class is a retainee so i feel really dumb telling her to have time management and askin what cca she wants to join cus she already knows all these stuffs and im treatin her like some new student.
Went to katong with zac for dinner. Went to teo heng to say hi to wilson, yew tai and his two other i-dont-know-yet friends. Then both of us went to aston's for dinner. Had this bunch of vj and tj girls makin hell lots of noise behind us. Walk walk and talk talk then i went back at 9plus and zac went to meet wilson.

Thought i could sleep straight after i shower but nephew is at my place! HAHAH cousin came to pass us our wines! OOH UNLIMIED SUPPLY OF ALCOHOL :D HEH. He's so adorable! He's trying to climb my wall like spiderman hahahah! And he's telling me my fishes are very lonely. gosh. OOH okay they're going back, im gonna shower and crash into bed. Seeing zac tmr again! YAY! Havent met for 3 weeks 2 days ): we deserve the meet up. Thank you for being so patient and understanding baby! Goodnight world!

The week has ended! Somehow i feel like im in a maze, not knowing which turn to take, but time is running out, and i've got to find my way out.

Anyway, here's the story of my cloudy fish tank:

As we all know, freshwater fishes live best in slight salty conditions. Was changing my tank water and added anti chlorine and some fish medicine cus one of them is sick. Then went to the kitchen to take the salt and attempted to shake some salt into the tank. HOWEVER, i shook too much in! WHATS WORSE WAS THAT I REALISED ITS FLOUR NOT SALT CUS THE WHOLE DAMN TANK TURNED CLOUDY. After that i confirmed with mom and she said its corn flour she used for cooking meat and.. fishes.. what the!
I was so angry with myself can! I quickly finished dinner and went to change the tank water again, this time putting SALT.

Oh well, i'll be more careful next time hee! I just realised its february! Why do i keep writting 2009 when its 2010 and jan when its feb. I've totally lost track of time already. And my earpiece just passed away.. ): it got injured some time back when the thing dettached and wires affected. Now its left me. My deepest condolences.

Tired tired tired..!
OMG this song is stuck in my head from morning till night!

Do you remember

I’ve been thinking about you
And how we used to be then
Back when we didn’t have to end we could start again

There’s nothing left to say
Don’t waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it’s alright with you then it’s alright with me
Baby let’s take this time let’s make new memories

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Let’s bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let’s bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let’s bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let’s bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let’s bring it back

(Yo Jay Sing, for these ladies!)

So long since you’ve been missing
It’s good to see you again
How you, how you doing
And how about it, don’t let this happen again

There’s nothing left to say
Don’t waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it’s alright with you then it’s alright with me
Baby let’s take this time let’s make new memories

Left school at 1pm today and went to RI with mr kieu, sam and dj. Same thing happened as what dad during rehearsal on friday. Took oath, watched taekwondo demonstration and listened to talks.

Oh yes, there was a taekwondo demonstration cus it is gonna be recognised as an official sport in national schools competitions. Whats got into them huh, only introducing now when the whole world is learning taekwondo out there at CCs. Tried to start a taekwondo cca in sajc and it faild. WHY? CUS ITS A CHRISTIAN SCHOOL AND VIOLENCE ISNT ALLOWED. No offence, but it really doesnt make sense to me if this sport, can add to the variety, introduce something new, teach people self defence o protect themselves, their families and country (okay sounds damn ridiculous).. IT IS AN ART. NOT VIOLENCE. Really depends on how you see it. Its so unfair to just totally ban it can.
The performance was great! Its more of offensive rather than the defensive we learn. Guess it's only more offensive when you reach black belt. Oh wells, i shouldnt have stopped, ahahhaha since im just one belt away! Like i can remember anything anyway..

Had a talk after that about doping or, taking drugs before a competition such as steroids and other hormones to make one stronger so as to increase chances of winning. Talked bout the side effects like when guys take drugs, they "grow brrreasts" and their "testicles shrrrink in size". That was exactly what the guy said! He said guys "grow big up there and small down there". As for women, they grow facial hair and if im not wrong, have deeper voice like a man.

HAHHAA WHAT THE! DAMN FUNNY LA!
After that, we went down for refreshments. The fruit tarts didnt really taste like fruit tarts and the brownie didnt really taste like brownies. Heh. Anyway, was not a bad day afterall, other than the diarrhoea i had -.-
Games day for juniors tmr! :D

Oh my gosh, look at this pic! Nicole drew that flower for me its sooooo pretteh heh heh (: Look at my nails! It somehow seems like i did french manicure right! Pink nails and white tips, natural one hee! :D Maybe its the light that made it look more pinkish.
I think i have a fetish for nails! Have been taking pictures of my nails for the past few years. Haha! This is one random one.



And this is one when i did french. So beautiful right!



Alright thats all the nails tonight!

Suddenly all these are coming back to me(: Times i've been missing all this while. The times..

When my free time was used to teach people to sail.


When we used to see tj teach kayaking in such hilarious ways.


When i used to look up at the skies and see pretty clouds like this heart.


When my good friend of now 7 years used to act like a retard.


When he would always ask me to do all the work but i'd just ignore and..


Drive our boat around with my legs. (:


When i get cuts and bruises trying to keep the kids safe.


When romzie abang would play all the scorpion and eagles songs i requested for.


When huzaini abang was always featured on television for sailing.


When instructors and young helpers unite after classes when we're all black or red(:


When we like to make them sail in one line cus its so beautiful from afar.


When i used to take pictures of sis from behind cus she hates takin pictures.


When sis graduated.


When perth, korea, hat yai, indonesia and malaysia were such interesting places.


When it was pool everyday after school.


When it's always just us.


When its always skating with ah swee,


And the rest of us.


When we're always drinking at home whether there's occasion or not.


When jc started.


And i have such a wonderful class.


When my twin bro and i were 3.


When you were always there for me.


And when there was me and you.


Such beautiful memories will never be forgotten. Hehe dont ask me cus i have no idea what's got into me.
With love,
♥ Rena.

Yeahhh got to skip half of chem tut on friday cus went to ri with mr kieu, sam chia and this rugger dj. The rehearsal was quite lame. All the school representatives just hold the sch flag and take oath only, plus all the guest of honour speech etc. The real thing is on monday at 12.30pm means i get to skip chem lect, econs tut and ME again (((: no fate with ms k lor, always skipping her lesson.

The thing ended at 4 then mr kieu sent us back to sch. Tried to ask him buy car but his car is so new! Wanted to go to queensway to collect cca jerseys but the woman said it'll only be ready at 6plus so sam and i went to vivo to walk and eat before going to queensway and waiting for so long till 7plus before the shirts arrived. He fell asleep in the shop luh. HAHA then dragged myself home.. Tired from the so many things to do. For somebody who usually sleeps round the clock, 6hour plus sleep every school night isnt enough ):

Woke at 1pm today and still so tired :O

I'm running out of chill pills.

Skipped econs lecture today cus its at a time when people get off work, when people start jamming the roads rushing to get home, when the chicken downstairs starts making the evening noises, when my neighbours start to cook really early dinners...

Cus the lecture starts at 5.30pm.

HAHA! Its freakin late can! My brain would have stopped functioning by then!
And guess what, sam chia and i chosen to attend the opening ceremony for if im not wrong, A, B, C div nationals at RI on monday. Means i get to skip ms k's lesson again cus its at 2pm (: and there's rehearsal for i dunno what, tmr, so i get to skip ms lim's lesson too. Not that i dont like ms lim but i dont like chem hee!
I have no idea what this is all about, i mean, rehearsal for?? Rehearse being audience??

Okay my eye really hurts cus im wearing expired lenses all the time jus to extend the use and save some money. I know its bad for the eyes but call me stubborn, i think my lenses are super ex. 298bucks for 6 months. This is crazy. Cus my degree is a whopping 525, astig 150, and cus its acuvue oasis -.- got uv protection and extra hydration okay! HAHAHAHAA! Like its suppose to be useful for someone who always wear expired lenses.. Oh well, i'll change it soon.

Time to do chem tutorial.. gotta hand in by 7.25am tmr and i only reach school at 7.30am luh.

Life is full of ups and downs. I've always wondered, why brood over the downs when you know the ups are on their way?

But i realised, it isnt as easy as it seems.
It's really not easy to get over something, cus the more you try to forget it, the more you think about it. People around you or some happenings remind you of things that shouldnt be brought up again.
However hard you try, it just keeps coming back and it really sucks cus it becomes a huge distraction. It might even hinder you from making certain decisions. But then again, no use praying, no use crying for help, no use breaking stuffs to vent, no use using people to get over it, no use to scream and shout, no use hating.

Life is so dangerous. It robs you of happiness at times and steals what supposedly belongs to you. Life gives false hopes. It's full of lies and uncertainty. It's full of hate and mistrusts. Life is really scary sometimes.

I know i usually dont blog about such emo stuff but oh well, you guys know my blog entries go with my mood and right now for some reasons which im not sure of myself, im feeling so sucky, so argh..

School felt super long today! June, steph and i got caught for skirt length by kong bah bao (this teacher in the school who's fat and round, and who's always catching people for alterations done to uniforms). So irritating!

Then had chem msa which i missed on the day i ponned :D
steph and june were waiting for me to finish haha so nice (: was quite difficult so didnt finish it anyway. Pe after that was -.- did medicine ball and run then went gym to play and do standing broad jump. I NEED TO IMPROVE MORE MORE MORE!!!

Tmr's e learning! No school but lots of work to complete! Nonsense la what kind of teaching method is this, stay home but so much work to do, i rather go to school and not have so many assignments.

Omg my mom jus finished cooking all the dishes and realised the rice hasnt been cooked.. It's 9.25pm already and we are all waiting patiently but hungrily for the rice to cook now. (:

New wine joining the family of alcohols at home! Australian cabernet sauvignon! :D

So tired.. Save meeeeeee!!! Take me away and never come back! Hee!

Went to school for dry run with odac and house council today. Lots of changes to make luh. Had lunch at macs with sam, tim, jem, june, huiqing, jo, yunting, amirah, kaiying, ms choo, then bought lunch back for dad. Was going to do work when i somehow fell asleep till evening!

Woke up and went for gramma's 73th birthday. Lots of nice food heehee! Got home and dunno why time passes so quickly its 11plus already and im still very sleepy..

WHY DO PEOPLE FREAKIN NOT REPLY TO SMSES?? GOT PHONE LIKE NO PHONE. WHATS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE. AND IT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME. WHAT NONSENSE IS THIS, THROW THE PHONE AWAY MAN, BURN IT, CRUSH IT. GET IT LOST AND REGRET. FREAKIN PISSED NOW CAN. WHAT THE FCK IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD THESE DAYS. RUDE AND PROMBLEMATIC HUMAN BEINGS, SELFISH, DISRESPECTFUL AND IRRITATING. THINK THEY'RE SO BIG AND IMPORTANT WHEN THEY'RE SOME SMALL SHIT BEING SMELLY AROUND YOU. GET A LIFE ASSHOLES. LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND LOOK AT THAT UGLY SELF. SHUT THAT MOUTH HOLE AND GIVE THE WORLD SOME PEACE. VANISH AND GIVE SOME SPACE. SAVE ALL THAT SHIT FOR YOURSELF PLEASE. JUST FCK OFF.

THIS IS A MUST MUST WATCH HONGKONG DRAMA!!!
SUPER NICE! THE STORYLINE IS PERFECT, CAPTIVATING, THOUGHT PROVOKING AND TOUCHING.
THE PLOT, CONFESSIONS, PROGRESSION OF THE STORY, EVERYTHING, IS SO GOOD!
Borrowed the dvd from dad's colleague and watched over the weekends. There were 10 dvds, each lasting more than 4hours! Really nice show must watch! (:

Its height and weight time again! Took in school this week, im now 162.5cm and 48.9kg!

Still having muscleache from the run cant believe im this lousy! HAHAHAHHA!
Econs MSA wasnt that bad but didnt have time to finish. Omg my parents are arguing again..
Anyway, have so many things to doooo this weekend! ):
And i just synced some photos to my ipod again cus it was overwritten by those june synced over for me that time. Sorry june i synced mine which overwrote yours hhahah i dunno how to import those pics, if i want them again i'll get them from you! (:

Been having lots of mosquitoes in my room lately. Tried to sleep but they bit me everywhere.. covered myself from head to toe, till i woke up breathless and perspiring. Then i decided to jus cover myself till my neck and i woke up finding myself bitten on my fingers, palm, wrists, elbow and i have no idea why my butt also have muahahha!!! IRRITATING BLOOD SUCKERS! SHOO!
Now that we have air con, things that blow cool air out, we should have mosquito suckers, things that suck air in and at the same time suck the butts of those suckers. Hiah hiah! And have a shredder machine inside that tears them apart hahahaha okay im really sick sometimes man. Thats why i love gore so much!

AND! GOSH, I MISS SKATING SO SO SO MUCH!!!
We're so goin skating after cross country man! :D I know not the whole class will go but at least the usual people yay (:
Time to get busy, will update when i can!






I miss you..